Good Things Billowing Into the Night – Cut Paper Art

8 x 10 inch paper cutting.

8 x 10 inch paper cutting.

5 x 7 inch paper cutting. Sold.

I took a little road trip Saturday & Sunday to visit one of my oldest friends. We picked vegetables straight from her garden and cooked them up for dinner. She spends lots of time canning things, and I had to snap a pic since I love how they look on the shelf (I came home with a few of those). I’m jealous since I can’t even seem to keep my aloe plant alive. One of these days, my thumb will turn green.. Luckily some of the people closest to me have mastered this art, and I’m ready to burden them with my ignorance and eagerness to learn.
Busy week ahead trying to get on top of things. Art fair prep, emails, making paper cuttings, etc. A weekend getaway is always good to stoke the coming week’s fire.

Marysville windmill – Instagram photo by my friend Sandra Wenger.
¡EL CERRO ES NUESTRO!
by Michael McClure (a Beat poet born in Marysville, KS, in 1932)
THE FLAME IS OURS!
We are the candle
that holds itself
aloft.
We are the Andes
among creatures
and our hands are soft
and our cotex
is a beacon
as are our toes.
You and I
are a river of light
that pours
and gleams
in
the
blue-black
snows.
We are perfect
as the tooth
of a squirrel!
–Lima-Huancayo railroad, Peru
“I take photographs with love, so I try to make them art objects. But I make them for myself first and foremost – that is important.” -Jacques-Henri Lartigue

I’m sitting in my old bedroom at my mom’s house listening to the welcome sound of rain beating down, and I’m scrapping any plans for going out with my camera this morning (lest it lets up and I can run outside with my magnifying glass and scare the neighbors as I lay on the ground or in the bushes doing weird things with my camera). The cracks in the dry earth around here were beginning to open wide enough to fall through (not literally, but…) and this rain is like a huge sigh of relief for all life. I might just go and run through it for kicks. When I get stuck out in the rain, I like to throw my hands up in the sky and yell in my head, “Universe, baptize me!” I welcome it all.

Anyway, there are a few times that I’m doing something where I feel most present, including making a paper cutting and hitting the outdoors with my camera. I love the desolation of gravel roads, but there’s also plenty to look at even in my backyard. Having my camera allows me without effort to be totally in the now and observant, constantly searching for things to look at more closely and to record. It also gives me another avenue to be creative.

It lets me become part of my environment. I don’t feel like an outsider taking a picture. I feel like I’m inside, connecting with everything around me.

I feel like when I’m looking as closely as I do with my camera, I can really connect to the spirit of the trees or flowers or rocks or animals or whatever it is I’m photographing.

The more closely and deeply I look, the more there is to find..
“Where there is perhaps a province in which the photograph can tell us nothing more than what we see with our own eyes, there is another in which it proves to us how little our eyes permit us to see.” -Dorthea Lange
THE RAINMAKER shared by Carl Jung as told to him by Richard Wilhelm
There was a great drought where Wilhelm lived; for months there had not been a drop of rain and the situation became catastrophic. The Catholics made processions, the Protestants made prayers, and the Chinese burned joss sticks and shot off guns to frighten away the demons of the drought, but with no result. Finally the Chinese said: We will fetch the rain maker. And from another province, a dried up old man appeared. The only thing he asked for was a quiet little house somewhere, and there he locked himself in for three days. On the fourth day clouds gathered and there was a great snowstorm at the time of the year when no snow was expected, an unusual amount, and the town was so full of rumors about the wonderful rain maker that Wilhelm went to ask the man how he did it. In rue European fashion he said: “They call you the rain maker, will you tell me how you made the snow?” And the little Chinaman said: “I did not make the snow, I am not responsible.” “But what have you dont these three days?” Oh, I can explain that. I come from another country where things are in order. Here they are out of order, they are not as they should be by the ordnance of heaven. Therefore, the whole country is not in Tao, and I am also not in the natural order of things because I am in a discorded country. So I had to wait three days until I was back in Tao, and then naturally the rain came.”

I’m experimenting with layered tissue paper on top of black paper (rather than behind the cuttings in the black paper). All my ideas lately seem to have black negative space rather than white. It may be because I’m brainstorming in the dark hours of the morning most of the time. I feel most connected and clear-headed at that time.
Heading yonder to the country with my camera and an empty stomach. Looking forward to dinner with family & friends. Going to propose a larger scale art installation plan to my nature guru who also happens to be a carpenter and get her good advice (this stems from thinking about public art). Otherwise, I’m hoping to snag some good inspiration on the camera.
I went out for a run this morning and it felt and looked like autumn (which I love). My mantra while I run is “this is MY dream” (as in, I perceive things the way I want to and move in the direction I want to, as much uninfluenced by the masses as I can be. And it holds a lot of other meaning, but I’ll spare ye). I repeat that a few times to transport myself beyond the physical part of the run and really connect to the environment around me. Maybe that’s that runner’s high people talk about. Or maybe it’s the artist in me (I find that’s always a good excuse). Til next time..
Cutting paper to more Suni McGrath on an early morning. Can’t get enough.

11 x 14 inch paper cutting. Sold.