Atchison, KS, April, 2010

Atchison, KS, April, 2010

Sunset by Rainer Maria Rilke

Slowly the west reaches for clothes of new colors
which it passes to a row of ancient trees.
You look, and soon these two worlds both leave you
one part climbs toward heaven, one sinks to earth.

leaving you, not really belonging to either,
not so hopelessly dark as that house that is silent,
not so unswervingly given to the eternal as that thing
that turns to a star each night and climbs-

leaving you (it is impossible to untangle the threads)
your own life, timid and standing high and growing,
so that, sometimes blocked in, sometimes reaching out,
one moment your life is a stone in you, and the next, a star.

freeriver

“I had crossed the line. I was free; but there was no one to welcome me to the land of freedom. I was a stranger in a strange land.” -Harriet Tubman

Apogee Mic + Visual Soundscapes

I’ve got my mind stuck on an animation idea.. Nothing concrete – but I’ve got some abstract visual ideas that I want to tie in with some sort of ethereal soundscape.. I want the sound to set the scene more than the visuals, with the visuals supporting it. I don’t even know how or if that makes sense or if I will ever make it happen with time winding down to art fair season. My mind always goes back to the Beatles’ Yellow Submarine movie. So good. I want to make that. But with my own sounds and visuals and ideas. I love the flow, the abstractness, the whimsical qualities.
Anyway, I’ve been playing around with my new Apogee Mic. It’s really simple – it plugs right into the usb port on the computer and works seamlessly with Garageband. I’m obviously not trying to make a platinum record here, but I’m trying to get it to sound good. So far it’s been… ok. I don’t really know anything about recording/ mic placement/ acoustics except for the basics. So to hide the badness, I resort to heavy processing and effects in post production (mixing? I dunno what you call it). I’ll admit that I actually like those effects that make it all sound a little more psychedelic or ethereal or what have you. I used to rock out on a synthesizer and try to make it sound like I was in outer space. I’m pretty sure I blew out my brother’s guitar amp after plugging the synth into it. There was a loud explosive noise and I ran. (I’m for the first time admitting that it was me that did that.. after 25 years. But I don’t think he reads this..)
apmic
Here’s a short little thing that I did this morning using my adaptation of Mark Fry’s “Song for Wild” that I posted yesterday. The Mic does pretty well recording voice with little effort getting the mic placement and gain correct. I still can’t seem to get it to record the ukulele without having some sort of strange sound after each note — I call it crud. Maybe its disturbance? I’ve tried to play close to the mic, far from the mic, and everywhere in between. I’ve tried the gain volume at every level that makes sense.. My playing isn’t great either so it’s picking up all the flaws too, but there’s still a noise — sort of a buzz — that I can’t figure out how to get rid of. Plus, it still obviously sounds like an amateur bedroom recording. There’s an answer and I’m determined to find it. Anyway, I recorded three voice tracks and three ukulele tracks. I’m now my own band that can’t play together.. Totally nerding out and having fun.

Snowbird

snowbird

6 inches of fresh snow at the end of March.. I think Mother Nature is making up for the lack of snow last year. On the plus side, I just acquired a pair of used cross country skis. I might actually get to use them this year.

Night Riders – Cut Paper Art

nightriders

11 x 14 inch paper cutting. I decided to change the birdhouse that the donkey was previously carrying to a lantern. The lantern was my first idea and then I changed it to the birdhouse after thinking about it too much.. I should know better by now not to second-guess myself because I almost always revert back my first thoughts.

“In such doubtful matters, where you have to work as a pioneer, you must be able to put some trust in your intuition and follow your feeling even at the risk of going wrong.”
-Carl Jung

Old Art

lettertree

I started this conglomeration of painted block letters back in 1999 and never finished it.. More evidence that I like doing tedious artwork perhaps. When I was in high school, I did a similar mural on my bedroom wall. It consisted of tiny block letters drawn together in the same way and painted with different colors of glow in the dark paint. It looked REALLY REALLY COOL with a black light on it. I was trying to fill the whole wall but went off to college before I did and then my mom sold the house.. Bummer.

Eighty Nine

cherrychoc

Today I baked a cherry chocolate cake to celebrate my grandma’s 89th birthday. I ran off without my cake decorating supplies trying to beat the snow on the highways and had to improvise with a ziploc bag to pipe the frosting.. It’s always nice to come back ‘home’ for a few days and sometimes even nice to put my oven mitts back on (ref: former life as an over-stressed bakery owner).